A little stressed

So, I know this post pretty much has nothing to do with school, but ya know what... ya'll can deal. Are you really here to read about my classes, or what is going on with my life? Yeah, that's what I thought. So, just like a normal female... I've been having silly boy issues.
Okay, I asked him "What are you thinking about us and what are you wanting"

He said: "To be completely honest, not entirely sure yet. I have extensive plans to travel this summer and it seems you might too. My lifestyle involves a lot of over 21 activites, as the majority of my friends tend to be within the age range. I'm not entirely comfortable being in a relationship in which the age distinction is so apparent. However, I do enjoy your company and I like you. So I'm taking time to feel it out. What exactly is it that you're wanting on your end? And if you wonder what I mean about the age thing, my spare time is very little. So then I have to divide time between you and friends separately. Which I imagine doesn't necessarily make either of us happy. But as I said, I am enjoying my time with you. I just may not get very much of it"

so to that I asked if I could think a little so I could properly answer his question, he said of course.

and once I could actually respond... I said:

"Okay. Lets see if I can get this to make sense. I'm a girl who is a huge fan of being with one guy whether the title of "boyfriend" is there. I'm okay with not having to always be around the guy. The fact that I might only see you once this week is fine. I want you to go out with friends. I don't want me to change what you want to do. I know I can't go out to bars for 7 more months, but I would try and stop you from going out with your friends. Justlike if I want to go out dancing with my friends, you wouldn't stop me. I'm not asking you to try a relationship, because I want that to be your choice and I don't think we know each other well enough. I'm just wanting to know that a chance isn't totally out of the question. I don't want things to change between us, I hope you know that. I'm happy with how things are. I enjoy the time I get with you. Sorry this is a novel. I hope me asking that question didn't change things between us."
and now he hasn't responded.
I'm nervous 'cause I really like this guy... and I can't believe I'm posting all of this, 'cause I'm sure he'd like hate me if he knew... but I'm not mentioning names.

And she's back!

Hey there everyone!
So sorry I haven't been writing lately, but ya know... it's rather difficult to write on a college blog when you AREN'T in college!
Well, hey, here I am... back in college. I'm going to University of Phoenix online for a psychology degree. I'm still a dance major but I'm putting that off till later. I'm loving school so far though it's only orientation day.
I'm actually working on homework right now while I listen to podcasts and they are cracking me up.

"I can put my laundry off for months... as long as I don't care about having friends"

This podcast is cracking me up!!!

I am so happy that I'm back in school, it feels good.
So, I'll be back here. Writing and letting you know what's going on and all my lovely essays. Hope you guys are ready!