November 29th, 2010: Hey readers,

Hey readers,
sorry I haven't been posting. Its been a crazy time.
Thanksgiving I stayed on campus and I decorated my dorm for Hannah to arrive.
Then Hannah was here and we did tourist-y things.
Now Hannah is gone and it is only 11 days till my dad is here to move me back home.
I'll be honest,
I'm BEYOND terrifyed to move..
I'm not really liking that it is my dad coming to get me either.
I'm sad I have to leave Vegas because I'm going to miss all my friends,
but I wont miss UNLV itself.
I got a place in Florence,
and I'm greatly excited to see where this path will take me,
ya know?
Either way,
I get have to start packing, sign papers and what not to get checked out of Dayton North dorms.
I'm going to miss Cortney soooooo freaking much.
Ugh, to every down there is an up right?

Just so you, readers, can learn a little bit more about me.

 WHAT WAS YOUR:


 1. Last beverage: Pepsi

2. Last phone call: Ummm, I'm calling my mom right now.

3. Last text message: Hannah
4. Last song you listened to: I am currently listening to "I'm Gonna Miss Her" by Brad Paisley <3

5. Last time you cried: For sad reasons ummm... I think it was Friday night or so.
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: I have.


7. Been cheated on: Yes, that's happened.


8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Not really.


9. Lost someone special: A few people, sadly.

10. Been depressed: I've been really sad. 


11. Been drunk and threw up: No, since I've never been drunk.



 LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:


 12. Teal

13. Green 


14. Blue





THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:     


 15. Made a new friend: Yes!


16. Fallen out of love:  No.


17. Laughed until you cried: Too many times to count.


18. Met someone who changed you: Um, yes.


19. Found out who your true friends were: Oh yes.


20. Found out someone was talking about you: Haha, yeah.


21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Yes.


22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? All of them.


23. How many kids do you want? 2 or 3


24. Do you have any pets? Yes, I do have one dog. 


25. Do you want to change your name: No, I love my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday? Rockband and video games in Chris' room
27. What time did you wake up today?: 6:45
8. What were you doing at midnight last night?  Writing my english essay. 

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:  Hannah to be here!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: August 25th or so.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?  Um, my ankle to be healed and for certain relationships with people to be better than what they are.
32. What are you listening to right now: Strange by Reba McEntire
34. Who is getting on your nerves now?  No one actually
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook  and Blogger
36.Whats your real name: Carly 

37. Nicknames: Car, Snickers, Sis.


39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio

40. Male or female?  Female  


41. Primary School?  Sonshine,YMCA, Jewett, Mae Richardson, Bear Creek, Bonnyview.


42. Secondary School? Like middle school? Scenic
43. High school/college? Crater high, and UNLV 
4. Hair color:  Light brown, some of it is bleached blond right now with some pink
45. Long or short: Medium


46. Height: 5'8ish
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes!
48: What do you like about yourself? My confidence level.

49. Piercings: Just two on each ear
51. Righty or lefty:  Righty





FIRST:


 52. First surgery: Um, technically I haven't had one but some doctors count the skin patch that I got surgically removed.
53. First piercing: My ears when I was 8
54. First best friend: Matt Robinson
55. First sport you joined: Dance

56. First vacation: Probably either to Cali or Portland 


57. First pair of trainers: like tennis shoes? I'm not sure. I remember I had Polly Pocket ones and those were so cool! The Polly Pocket was on a swing and it moved.





RIGHT NOW:


58. Eating: Bread sticks from Pizza Hut.


59. Drinking: Ice

60. I'm about to: E-mail my aunt 
61. Listening to: Brick by Boring Brick by Paramore
62. Waiting for: energy.


63. I'm feeling: happy, anxious.





YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? Yeah, I guess.
65. Get married?: Yes.
66. Career: Dance teacher 

67. Lips or eyes: What does this have to do with my future?! I like eyes more.


68. Hugs or kisses: Depends on the person


69. Shorter or taller: taller


70. Older or Younger: Older


71. Romantic or spontaneous: Depends on the day and moment.


72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Eh, both would be nice.

73. Sensitive or loud: depends on the situation 


74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.





HAVE YOU:


75. Kissed a stranger: No
76. Drank hard Liquor: Not really.


77. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes


78. Sex on first date: NO!


79. Broken someone's heart: Apparently. Meaning according to him, yes.


80. Been arrested: Nope.


81. Turned someone down: Yeah

82. Cried when someone died: Yep 


83. Fallen for a friend: Once or twice.





DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: For sure.
85. Love at first sight: Yes, to an extent.
86. Heaven: Yes
87. Santa Clause: Eh, St. Nick was real... but do I think he is still alive: no 

88. Kiss on the first date: Maybe, but probably not.
89. Angels: Yes


90. God: Yes, very much so.





ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:


91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never
92. Did you sing today?  Of course.


93. Did something illegal?  Ever? Yeah. Today: No.
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? I would love to say just to last February, but I'm good in the present.


95. The moment you would choose to relive? The first time I fell in love and got love in return.
96. Are you afraid of falling in love? Yes, deathly. 


97. When was the last time you lied? Umm, last night to a guy who was texting me.
98. Are you usually late, early or right on time? Early, my friends even make fun of me for it.


99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?  In an instant.


100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths? No.

November 22nd, 2010: It is going down...

So, I'm sitting in my room wishing I had ear plugs.
Dayton decided that they are going to test the fire alarms today.
The blaring alarm goes off 3 times and then stops.
If it does it one more time, there's going to be a throw down I swear.
Luckily though, I am not trying to study because I only have two finals and we are taking time out of class to study.
Also Chris is on his way back from class and I'm going to save myself from loss of hearing by taking him to go get his hair cut. I will read my health book there and try to get my homework that is due while Hannah is here done.
Hannah is here in 4 days and I'm greatly excited to see her!

November 19th, 2010: The day of all days

So today, I wasn't wanting to move. My alarm went off at 11:30 and I was like "yeah, no... today is going to suck". So naturally I started my health homework. Ugh.
Then Chris text me asking me to go to lunch, I was hungry so why not. So I started doing my make up and getting ready. By chance I heard my phone ring, I answered it and all I heard was:
"Hello, can I please speak to Carly Davy."
I said that's who was speaking,
"Hello Carly, this is Kathy with St. Vincent DePaul housing in Florence, Oregon. We just got a 2 bedroom apartment and you were next on the list, are you still interested?"
"........um.... let me call my mom, and call you back."
"Okay, Carly, talk to you soon."

So here I am in Vegas, being moved back to Oregon in December and I wasn't wanting to live back in my hometown... so the place I was FIRST planning on going to college gets a place I can live?
I believe in signs and I couldn't ignore this one.

Long story short,
as of December 13th I will be renting an apartment in Florence, Oregon.
I'm beyond excited.

Well readers,
I thought I would share the wonderful news.
Hope you all had wonderful days as well,
and if not just know things happen for a reason and things have a funny way of working out,
things will get better.
:)
Stay positive.

November 16th, 2010: I feel a little better

I feel a little better today,
my voice is still deciding it wants a vacation,
and I can't blame it much.
But the headache is better.
I still didn't attend class today,
just for an extra day of rest,
but I'm going to class tomorrow.
I don't care if my voice is shot,
I just wont talk.

As of everything else:
I'm excited for Hannag to get here.
She's here in 10 days.
I can't even explain how excited I am.
I also can't wait till I can dance again...
I'm going crazy.
The doctor said I should be able to ballroom by next month,
and should be able to get back into all of my dancing by February.
Whoo.
I have a bit going on but no words to explain it all...
Thanks for all the support everyone.
:)
I'll write soon, I promise.

November 15th, 2010: Down for the count.

Ugh, so I think with all the stress and hanging around eveyone who has been getting sick..
finally got to me.
I'm grossly sick:
head ace (which gets worse if I move at all),
stuffy/runny nose (it chooses when it wants to be what),
sore throat,
losing voice,
beyond tired,
coughing and last but not least
sneezing.
This sucks.
I missed class today because I couldn't bring myself to get up 'cause of the head ache.
Like seriously,
if I go from laying to sitting, I get a worse headache...
if I go from sitting to standing, I get a worse headache...
I don't want to find out what happens if I go from laying to standing.
Hopefully, this Nyquil will knock me out and I can sleep without troubles.
Which hopefully will get me to feel better so I can go to class tomorrow.
Ugh.
That's a lot of hoping.

On a brighter note:
I was able to do my tests online tonight.
I'm thinking if I can't go to class tomorrow, I'm going to work on my online classes just so I'll feel productive and still be doing school stuff that will get me going in school.
Okay... taking Nyquil....
Night readers,
send healing thoughts my way if you please.

November 11th, 2010: Yesterday

^ Me and my roommate (Cortney) after 15 pixie stix

Yesterday was my birthday,
I got 14 text,
3 phone calls,
44 wall posts on my facebook
and a few cards
from people telling me they love me.

My party was pretty cool.

Shanna,

Scott,

Chris,

Foote,

Casey,

Reed,

Zac,

Cortney,

Forrest,

Nichole

were all gathered in Chris' room and playing video games and just kinda chilling.

I couldn't have asked for a better birthday.

=D

^ Me on my birthday

November 10th, 2010: My friend made me this for my birthday

‎19 questions carly's friends should be able to answer
1) what name did she name everything
2) who are her 2 best friends
3) when did she meet & remeet them
4) favorite holiday
...5) thing she is most self conscious about?
6) 1 type of food she'd eat for the rest of her life
7) 4 biggest heros?
8) 2 favorite childhood songs?
9) favorite quote?
10) favorite color?
11) what car would she have? (year, color, make)
12) favorite #?
13) favorite song?
14) if it weren't for dangers of tattoos how many would she get?
15) how long has she been dancing?
16) what are her biggest fears?
17) if she could talk to any person (that she knows personally) that have passed, who would it be?
18) What year in high school was the best for her?
19) if she could get over any fear, what fear would it be
Extra credit:
20) What special trick does she want her dream wedding dress to do?

Key:
‎19 questions carly's friends should be able to answer
1) what name did she name everything?
-Molly

2) who are her 2 best friends
-Hannah and Mat
3) when did she meet & remeet them
-Hannah: 2nd grade and re-met 4th grade
-Mat: Pre-k and re-met sophomore year
4) favorite holiday
-St. Valentine's Day

5) thing she is most self conscious about?
-My singing

6) 1 type of food she'd eat for the rest of her life
-Italian food

7) 4 biggest heros?
- Ginger Rogers
- Debbie Allen
- Fred Astaire
- Gene Kelly

8) 2 favorite childhood songs?
-Back in the saddle again
-Faith by George Michaels

9) favorite quote?
- "Dance is your pulse, your heartbeat, your breathing. It's the rhythm of your life. It's the expression in time and movement, in happiness, joy, sadness and envy." ~Jaques D'ambroise

10) favorite color?
-Teal

11) what car would she have? (year, color, make)
- '56 White Cadillac

12) favorite #?
-5

13) favorite song?
-"Young" by Kenny Chesney

14) if it weren't for dangers of tattoos how many would she get?
-5

15) how long has she been dancing?
-15 years

16) what are her biggest fears?
-Clowns
-Needles

17) if she could talk to any person (that she knows personally) that have passed, who would it be?
-My grandpa Olson

18) What year in high school was the best for her?
-Freshmen

19) if she could get over any fear, what fear would it be
-Horses

Extra credit:
20) What special trick does she want her dream wedding dress to do?
-Tear away long skirt.

November 9th, 2010: Can't sleep.

So my emotions have been so up and down lately, that my mind is busy with thoughts tonight; therefore I cannot sleep.
With this simple fact, I decided to do some good old fashion detoxing.
I'm taking my Facebook wall as back as it'll let me go, and I'm going to delete every single bad/negative thing off of it.
Maybe this will help, maybe not... who knows.
On with the quest!
Sleep well, blog readers, sweet dreams.
(or if its day time, have a great day)



Oh and by the way! Happy birthday, Nate W!

November 8th, 2010: Here's something for everyone (including me) to think about.

     So here's something for everyone (including me) to think about.Why is it that when people start venting to us, we automatically try to help? We say we know the feeling, or that we emphasize, or even that the person has it easy so then we start talking about our own problems. You know usually if people are just venting and not asking for help, they just want to vent to someone they thought would listen. Usually if they wanted help, they would ask.
     Yet, all of us are more than willing to voice our opinions, thoughts and personal experiences. I know I for one stop trying to talk about what's going on with me because when people try to "help" it just makes me more upset, so I let them talk about their problems and their life, then I just feel worse. Maybe that's why I bottle stuff up so much.
     I know I have my few friends that I talk to about everything, but sometimes even they want to voice their opinion when all I really want is comfort in knowing that someone knows what's going on and knowing that they are there for me. Usually unless I say I want their help/thoughts/opinions, I don't really want them. Usually I just need to vent to someone.
     This got brought up because all this happened to me last night. I could sleep so I text someone (my friends call this person my "last resort"... haha... hopefully this person doesn't read this). But I just wanted someone to vent to because I couldn't sleep, and I thought this person would let me. But no, it was all "I know that feeling", "that's how my life was/is", "this is what's happening in my life, so yours could be worse"... and yadda yadda yadda.
     Now everyone knows, I'd be more than willing to listen to all that, but I try to do exactly that: LISTEN. I try to not voice my opinion unless asked. I rarely say "I know the feeling", because in all honesty usually there is no possible way to know how that person is feeling since every one has different view points and emotions. Anyway, I'm always more than willing to listen to that person and put my problems/life off to the side for that little while, but when I need it... it seems like a lot of people aren't willing to do the same for me.
     Maybe I'm looking in the wrong places, maybe its just because I don't trust a lot of people, who would be more than willing to listen, enough to let them see/hear/read me break down. Who knows... but here's something for everyone to think about next time they get a message/text/phone call:
     What does this person want? Just for you to listen? For advice? To know they aren't alone in this feeling?
     Maybe, people (including me) should make a habit of thinking before we are so quick to advise, help, or empathize.

November 6th, 2010: Happy Birthday, Daddy!

So it is about 12:17 and it is now my dad's birthday.
I just finished all my homework, so it is now my official weekend!
I feel a great deal of accomplishment at this exact moment.
Phew.
4 days till my birthday!


As for last night:
a bunch of us went on to the roof of a building at school, just to hang out.
Whle standing up there I was looking at the stars and thinking about home,
and how homesick I really truly am...
then I just barely turned my head in time to see a falling star.
Then just to add to the amazingness,
"She's A Butterfly" came on my Ipod.
So I stood in the spot for a little while,
and saw 4 more falling stars.
I was so thankful for this because it reminded me that I can do all this,
and get over the obsticles that are deciding to be stupid and stand in my way.



Things are good right now,
they could be better...
but they aren't the worst.

November 1st, 2010: Halloween

So a group of us walked the Strip for Halloween, it was great!
We dressed Chris up as the Luxor and we were getting stopped so people could take pictures with him,
it was fabulous.
After we got tired of walking the Strip, we went to Terrible's for breakfast at about 11:30ish.
I've just gotten back to my room, and after this is posted I'm going to sleep.
I have class at 8:30, and have to get up at 6:45 to get ready.
Ugh, I'll be a zombie in class.....
Whoo-hoo...

November 1st, 2010: Halloween

So a group of us walked the Strip for Halloween, it was great!
We dressed Chris up as the Luxor and we were getting stopped so people could take pictures with him,
it was fabulous.
After we got tired of walking the Strip, we went to Terrible's for breakfast at about 11:30ish.
I've just gotten back to my room, and after this is posted I'm going to sleep.
I have class at 8:30, and have to get up at 6:45 to get ready.
Ugh, I'll be a zombie in class.....
Whoo-hoo...